afterall, we all are still learning..

has been off from my blog for quite some time.
mainly due to the hectic surgical posting.
initially heard that this posting is really enjoying, yet most of us didn't really enjoyed it.
anyway, finishing this posting soon.. moving to my last posting in 1 month time. cross finger nothing prevent me from stepping into new posting. haha.
did realise something in this posting. no body ever appreciates. No matter what you did, you are always wrong. If u did better, people will put it in a way that you are expected to be good. On the other hand, if u did a small mistake, people will say you are totally useless.
The quality of houseman might not be as good as last time. Please don't forget that who are the one that training those houseman? new systems keep on changing and changing. it only causing bigger and bigger differences between the new graduates doctor and older generation. always keeping those new graduates working behind protected screen covered by some senior houseman actually will make them even more incompetent in the future.
frankly speaking, some are deserved to be extended in their posting. If they does, please do so as passing them may endanger the community. For example,
1) passing someone from surgical when they say McBurney point is between ASIS and Symphysis Pubis.
2) 3rd poster who is going to end the medical posting, cannot put in a CBD 16F for a hematuria patient who has been on CBD 18F for several days. Btw, she shouldn't try to change to 16F in the first place.
3) someone that did ARM when fetal head station -3.
i just hope that the overall services can be improved or at least maintain without futher drops..
Remember when i was in final year medical school.. i always questions myself.. am i good enough to handle a patient's life? Always hoping for the best for my patients..