Thursday, March 26, 2009

Just a break..

Had been struggling throughout the past 4 weeks for the exam. I had started my exam since 4 days ago. 4 days, but felt like years had gone. It was such a slow but torturing experience. 3 papers done. 2 more clinical exam to go which is the long case and short cases.
Those exam papers were tough. Get panic attack from time to time especially during OSCE exam. Felt mentally and physically so free after the OSCE exam. However, 2 more tough clinical exam still waiting for me. Must try my best to study and be prepared for it. Will re-update my blog after my MBBS exam.. wish me luck ya! and of cause.. good luck to all my friends also.. =)

Sunday, March 8, 2009

1st week of study week..

Having study week for my MBBS exam. The monkey mind still can't stay still. Have been running around. Basically the performance of study can be describe as dropping from days to days. huh.. another 2 weeks to go.. sounds like not long from my final exam, but actually it is quite torturing..
Has been practising long cases recently. Seen a few cases which make me feel so pityful. Sometimes, really feel that how lucky we are to be able to stay healthy and free from any illnesses. Probably we have some underlying problem, but at least we are still enjoying our life as it doesn't affect our life yet! Exam is suffering, but i think having some chronic uncurable disease is even more torturing.
Did we actually enjoy and appreciate every seconds that we have? Enjoy everything that we have? I do think we should.
Heard that mat rempik exist in Teluk Intan d.. Sometimes really wonder what came into their minds. They knows that they will get accident because of the reckless riding, yet they become mat rempik. When something bad happens then only they regretted.. what a waste at that point of time. Don't they know how to appreciate life? I think those patients with cancer, end stage renal failure patients, etc. will appreciate life so much better than them.. As what chinese proverbs said: You will only appreciate it after you had lost it.. =) Hope they realized what they were doing.. =)