Friday, January 28, 2011

afterall, we all are still learning..

has been off from my blog for quite some time.
mainly due to the hectic surgical posting.
initially heard that this posting is really enjoying, yet most of us didn't really enjoyed it.
anyway, finishing this posting soon.. moving to my last posting in 1 month time. cross finger nothing prevent me from stepping into new posting. haha.
did realise something in this posting. no body ever appreciates. No matter what you did, you are always wrong. If u did better, people will put it in a way that you are expected to be good. On the other hand, if u did a small mistake, people will say you are totally useless.
The quality of houseman might not be as good as last time. Please don't forget that who are the one that training those houseman? new systems keep on changing and changing. it only causing bigger and bigger differences between the new graduates doctor and older generation. always keeping those new graduates working behind protected screen covered by some senior houseman actually will make them even more incompetent in the future.
frankly speaking, some are deserved to be extended in their posting. If they does, please do so as passing them may endanger the community. For example,
1) passing someone from surgical when they say McBurney point is between ASIS and Symphysis Pubis.
2) 3rd poster who is going to end the medical posting, cannot put in a CBD 16F for a hematuria patient who has been on CBD 18F for several days. Btw, she shouldn't try to change to 16F in the first place.
3) someone that did ARM when fetal head station -3.
i just hope that the overall services can be improved or at least maintain without futher drops..
Remember when i was in final year medical school.. i always questions myself.. am i good enough to handle a patient's life? Always hoping for the best for my patients..

Saturday, October 23, 2010

桂林-阳朔之旅 (1)

终于来到了中国。。 5天4夜的桂林-阳朔之旅也就告一段落了。。
看到了那么的优美的风景。。 真是让人流连忘返。。


第一天的食物。。几乎每餐都会有啤酒。。 导游说:男人不醉,女人没小费;女人不醉,男人没机会;人人不醉,酒店没人睡。。


竹鼠,好想尝尝。可是没人陪我。。 而且还蛮贵的。。


在旅店房间里放着的一个告示牌。。
侗族的dewan rakyat/parlimen..





Monday, October 4, 2010

Life

Life is complicated
Even more complicated with more complicated people around
However, sometimes it is fulled of joy
Medical field allows me to see different kind of people from time to time
I saw once, a son who loves his aged 80 years old father so much
till he is willing to come back from KL to bring his father to warfarin clinic on every wednesday
I saw once, a family that gave up treatment for the father who had a stroke
they just turn away by saying.. surely will die.. despite trying my best to convince them that there are still hopes, it is a stroke but patient otherwise stable
I saw once, family members who were in deep anger when doctors issue DIL, nearly wanted to fight with staffs
I saw once, a patient passed away after denying her condition for 1 week just for the seek of celebrating Raya
I saw patients who lie to doctors when we talk about smoking in a patient with Heart Disease
What's the point?
Life should be joyed
It should be warmth with loves, cares..
Fights till the end.. but not lies till the end..
Afterall.. it is still for a SIMPLE but a better LIFE..

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Frozen

After a relationship failed..
The heart need to be frozen..
Not because of scared to be hurt..
but scared to hurt more people..
It takes time..
To recover from the wound..
But Time is always the best medicine..
Believing in yourself..
Tomorrow will be a better day..
Cheers.. =)

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Emotional..

It is going to be a new start...
Life has never been easy..
It is full of mixture of emotions..
can be filled with joys.. Sadness..
Doctors are just normal human..
Just that our career is the profession..
Take it off, and we remains who we are.. A human

Since the first day we enter University,
People do ask us.. Why you choose Medicine..
So, why u choose it? After few years, do you still love this career?

I would say.. I do love it... and i will try to be a better one..

Sunday, May 30, 2010

yph birthday-lumut restaurant

Went to a restaurant in LUMUT upon my sister birthday. This shop was recommended by my eldest sister for quite some time, but she has never been brought us there. Finally, we decided that we really need to arrange for it if we don't want to miss some tasty food. This is the birthday gal... this is the restaurant.. situated somewhere near the lumut port.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

first few randoms...






first time shooting with my new camera.. haha.. lots of function still dunno.. just random and simply shoot first... hehehe